So I relapsed. I got to about 80 now I’m back to day 3.
But you know what? I’m not giving up again, I’m not being weak. I’m going to start being the me I want to be and get better.
Sorry If I don’t post for a while-I’m moving homes a few times and I don’t know whether I’ll have internet access-xox
I’m physically ill and I’m over the edge.
But for once it isn’t because of my own problems.
Two of my friends are suicidal.
One posts ‘I’m so close to killing myself’
Another posts ‘step-by-step tie your own noose’ reblogs.
Both don’t see the point.
Both are making me ill.
Both need me
I can’t even help myself.
